heute oder irgendwann einmal werde ich sicherlich verzweifeln. ich versuche schon seit heute morgen das ganze anatomie zeugs in meinen kopf hinein zu bekommen...ich habe einfach das gefuehl, zu bloed zu sein?! ich muss mich grad ueber mich selbst aufregen...

ein lied, das ich zur zeit voll geniesse...



the eels - rock hard times

they told me that i couldn't come back here again
took me for some kind of fool
said i was doing things that never should be done
but i don't care about their rules

as if i cared 'bout the little minds
in the little heads of the herd
there's nothing you could dream
would be more absurd

and everybody knows these are rock hard times
i gotta make it through
these are rock hard times

i don't know what it is they're trying to do to me
make me into some sick joke
but no one's laughing
and least of all not me
it's hard to laugh as you choke

hollywood lies piled up to the sky
floating your way soon
hope you like the rotten stench of doom

and everybody knows these are rock hard times
i gotta make it through
these are rock hard times

i don't know what it is they think i'm gonna try
they don't know what they need to fear
the surest sign that the end is coming soon
is right there in the bathroom mirror

everybody knows these are rock hard times
i gotta make it through
these are rock hard times
these are rock hard times